the rapids

awww man,
i knew this day would come.
where i would have to publicly concede defeat and say:
i miss my baby.
all of him.
his arms
his voice
his cheeky grin
all of it.

he's white water rafting this weekend. the complete antithesis to all things brown.
he loves this rush of adrenalin that accompanies death defying activities
and i, i love him.

so hopefully he's having a great time - im sure he is
and please oh please let him come back to me in one piece

after all, a half assed boyfriend is not as much fun as a full fledged one.

last night was tasha's birthday soiree
laid back. mellow. and yummy.
the girls were all present in fine form
and as always they were a pleasure to hang with.

it was nice having R there - for myself
and she had a good time as well - thankfully

next weekend promises to be craaaazy
s's wedding
besharam
s's reception
and a couple days to recuperate

oh shizat.
next week is a short week
and so is the following one.

summer hours rock.

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now, i must return to writing something
anything actually

i seem to be fighting the godzilla of all blocks

perseverance is what i need.
anyone got some?